Friday, 25 December 2015

Christmas Eve with my boyfriend

That was my first time I had a 100% Norwegian Christmas Eve which was kinda weird but really nice. Food looked delicious but it wasn't tasty ( for me) Anyways I got pretty presents and I did spend with Andreas! <3

Here are some pictures

Monday, 2 November 2015

Monday, 26 October 2015

Old but gold

While I was fighting with my homework, literally fighting hahahah! I just couldn't make a answer so I was trying to figure out something. I had this one world on my mind but I couldn't know the translation of it so I grabbed my huge dictionary and guess what I found! Few of my photos when I was little and they made me smile a lot. 

Just look at them 

I have to say I was quite cute on this picture :) 

On the back of the picture it says ´one day this angel will fly
 and live her own dreams´

Oh okey, you have me I did smoke and was a badass... 

Acting was always my favorite thing to do.

About acting, I do remember when I was about 8 years old and I did acted really hard just to get some chocolate and I used my friend Gosia to get that chocolate. I lied that she did hit me and that I had so much pain, I also said that chocolate was the magic tablet that will scare the pain away. Hahah, what wouldn't I do just to get chocolate....

Sunday, 25 October 2015

And the weekend is over again…

I just can't believe it's Monday tomorrow already! This weekend went very fast I guess ... I didn't do nothing special just looked up on my Halloween ideas and tried to do homework but I failed… I have been asked pretty good damn question " why did I choose IB ?" Well I would answer because of my dreamings and that it felt right. But was this actually the reason? Well no, I got a lot of pressure from my parents they wanted me to do IB since they used a lot on money at international school I was going to.

But if I do look at myself I do see that that's not what I wanted. I have decided after doing IB ( hopefully not failing ) I will just look at myself and my decisions. 

I hope you had a nice weekend:) 

Saturday, 24 October 2015

Short or long?

So last night I did spend a lot of time looking up for dresses, since we will have a prom! But I just can´t decide if the dress should be long or short one. I looked up on Nelly and I did like some of them but there is a polish side and I just love dresses from there! They are more unique and I think that´s a good thing, nelly is a popular side so everyone can have a dress from there.

Anyways here is what I found on this polish side :

Friday, 23 October 2015

Way better than I thought

Maybe I'm still not motivated for my IB assignments or notes but that's how it is … Right now I just don't have an opportunity to write my notes due to a broken arm. This week to be honest I didn't do a thing, but I have to do my assignments or I will fail them... So I just have to do things I don't want to do... Today it's Friday and I had a good start of weekend not because I was at party but I got a visitor! Guess who?! Yes, Andreas and he just made my day way better! 

Tomorrow it's a new day and I might do some CAS and show you what I do for my creativity :) This time of the year it is already Autumn and it's just beautiful around my house! Take a look! 

Still not motivated but we will see, have a nice weekend! 

Monday, 19 October 2015

A jump from my normal life

So here I´m writing this post with one hand, left hand... Well I can´t use the other one because its broken, just dont ask how.

I have decided that I need to fokus on my life with one hand, trust me its so hard and it takes long time before I´m done with my hw.

You will hear from me sooner or later , I promise :)

Thursday, 15 October 2015

Getting better

Today was way better day! I did talk with people, but when they did ask me about party I lied and nearly cried.. I´m not so good at lying and mostly I´m a open person.

Anyways, the tests went really bad ! This week sucks with school...

I have to do so many things so many I will write more later.

See you

Wednesday, 14 October 2015

They talk but are they my friends?

There is so many questions in my head right now. Physically I´m talking to them but can I trust them? Are they my friends? Whenever a person have a chocolate or something sweet they will talk to you , but what is I had nothing?

I have enough now, let´s just end this game right now.

Sometimes you just have to die a little inside in order to be reborn and rise again as a stronger and wiser version of YOU.

Monday, 12 October 2015


My own thoughts, please dont judge me.... 

Being a human never been easy but after this summer I dont feel human anymore... Maybe I do smile a lot but how do you know if those smiles aren't fake? Some people say that other humans cant break you but believe me they can. 

Being yourself and honest those days won't help you in life, you know why? Because people will make rumors about you or whatever you said will be opposite. Everyday I wake up knowing that my day will be just the same, I will come to a noisy classroom sit alone somewhere beside the wall and just listen. Nobody will talk to me or just ask me to sit beside me. My best friend which I had so good relationship before she won't even look at me, why? Because all the rumors people made, and she won't even listen to me... She thinks and others probably that I´m bitchi and lies about everything, but you know why? I just say my own opinion and I dont lie nor I´m bitchi. If I was bitchi would I have my boyfriend? He would tell me if I was bitchi because he is honest with me. So now I´m alone, yes I do have Andreas but can I say to him about everything? Will he listen to a girly talk, well he will but he won't understand it. I have learnt something in those few months you have to hold everything to yourself no matter how painful it is. I get feeling sometimes that I just want to run away and cry... but I can´t there is at least one person beside my family off course who cares about me. Still two years more to go, but I dont know if I will manage like this. 

Having no friends in school sucks, believe me it does! Most of the time I sit alone in library or somewhere where I can be alone. I know many people who I can say hi, but I dont feel they want to talk to me. I have many friends on Facebook but are those real friends? If something happens to me will they come and help me? Will they even care if I was gone? 

Monday, 28 September 2015


I stayed up late last night just to see this! Amazing dont you agree?

Wednesday, 9 September 2015


Many of you probably dont know that I´m currently an IB student. It´s my second year,  as I dreamed always about getting into IB class I did set some of the goals. But unfortunately I´m not able to follow them, there is one reason , a good reason to be honest and that is my love life. Being at IB means work hard less free time, but I just cant stay waiting whole week to see him. Every free time or off lesson I try to spend with Andreas. Maybe its crazy, but I´m crazy in love in him and he is my priority. I know, you probably think the school should be my priority but to be honest once you get in love with a guy/girl you dreamed of you will always take them as first no matter what.

I was considering to change my line, well we have lines such as : media and communication, sport, ib, normal study, and some more I cant remember. But then I reminded myself about my dreams. I dont say Andreas is keeping me from my dreams, I´m just saying I´m so confused. The big question is how should I be a exemplary IB student and have my love life?

I have to be honest the hardest 2 subjects I could choose in High Level but this is how it is. I have history and psychology. Psychology its a new subject in our school and the teacher well... what can I say I do more work at home than he does in his lessons. And then its history the subject I just love but now I dont pay attention... I miss so freaking much Miss Aurelia back in my middle year program which was also IB. She made the subject so interesting and excited every time we had a new period in history. Well I think I just need to kick myself in the ass and work with those subjects...

If any of you out there have the same problem please tell me whats the answer.

Sunday, 6 September 2015

6 months ♥♥♥♥♥

6 months with my amazing boyfriend today! Those months were the best months in my life and I just can´t wait for more with him! He makes my life happier and easier<3 

Sunday, 16 August 2015

Was it a dream?

The last week of this summer was amazing, the reason why is because I could share that week alone with my boyfriend! He is that one, but maybe you are wondering how I know this? You don´t have to know that , you have to feel it! He is a amazing person who makes me smile no matter how my day gone. Being with him nearly one week, being able to wake up everyday with a smile just because I was waking up in his arms was amazing!

Sunday, 19 July 2015

Where to start?

Each of my friends knows me from different side some of them knows more some of them less. There is only one person who actually knows nearly everything and I do trust this person so much. Yes, I do have secrets and dark sides in my life but I try not to show my problems to those I care about and others. People know me by always talking girl with a smile on her mouth. Sometimes I just need to pretend everything is ok and there is nothing to worry about. But from beginning there was only one person that could see that there was something, always worried about me and talked with me when I did need a person to talk to. I´m really thankful to this person for all those times when I really was down. 

Now, everything did change in my life. I have an amazing boyfriend and honestly I don´t need to act. He can already see when there is something and I dont even need to tell him. 

There is so much we dont want to share with this huge world, but there is still fake ´friends´which will share your secrets with world. Is it worth it? 

Wednesday, 15 July 2015


Have you ever thought what can happened in your life that can scare you to death? This week was one of the craziest weeks but no matter what he was always there for me!
Things do surprise you but one of things were that he was there for me, even when I did say I would leave him he said ´´I will be there for you´´ It shows me a lot that he cares about me, supports me and not least love me.

Being sick and using someones life isn't right, but even if I would be really sick I know he would be there for me. There is so much what is already waiting for us in life, but there are some challenges which we have to go through. Being with him makes me happy a lot, its already 4 months and every singel day I did spend with him was different. Every memory we make will stay in my heart forever.

We have decided that we will spend our autumn break together in Poland. Firstly I was a bit surprise that he wanted actually travel to Poland. I´m really looking forward to this trip, whole week we will live alone! Waking in the morning beside him for whole week will be just amazing!

I count days down till I´m back in Norway and finally spend days with him again! We do FaceTime everyday but thats not the same, its only 6 days when I come back till school starts. I want to spend those 6 days with my amazing boyfriend, no matter if we will just lay down and have lazy days.

It´s time to start IB and have boyfriend at the same time, its a big challenge BUT I need to make it! He is the world to me and I won't loose him!

- MK

Wednesday, 17 June 2015

I´m addicted to him♥

Sometimes there comes a person to your life and you never thought he would mean so much to you. Yes, I did wait but it was a big surprise for me that he finally gave me a chance. He is a world to me, the most important person in my life and my best friend♥  I gave him all my heart and I would do anything for him, maybe it sounds crazy but those months with him means so much to me.  Some people say that people can't get addicted to each others so quickly but I already did to him. And I wish that I will spend rest of my life with this amazing boy. Yes, he is crazy but he is just as crazy as me. Maybe he isn't perfect to everyone but he doesn't need to because in my opinion he is perfect♥ 

When he smiles, I smile and whenever I see his smile it makes me so happy! I have known him for a long time, but every day which I spend with him it surprise me because I get to know a bit more about him.  I love everything about him, but those eyes! Gosh, they are just so freaking pretty! Blue like  my sky and dreams, blue as ocean and sea. ♥ 

It´s summer holidays here in Norway and he did travel abroad, its just couple of days but it feels like forever. I already missed him the first day when he was gone, time by then gone really slowly and I just can't wait to see him again.♥  

Laying in his arms is the best feeling I could ever imagine, I´m totally the luckiest girl on this planet to be able to have him as my boyfriend. Thank you for every minute,hour,day,month( hopefully year) which you did share with me!

I love you!♥ ♥ 

Monday, 15 June 2015

Wanties for Summer ♥

Finally summer is here! It´s my last weeks at school, but I already decided that I won't go to school until Friday. Yes, I´m lazy but to be honest there is no point going to school at this time. Basically what we do is watch movies or clean the classroom.

Last night I did order new bikini from nelly, hopefully it will come soon!

Here is some wanties from Nelly

1            2               3

4          5           6

7          8            9

9 days and he is finally back, miss him so freaking much♥

- MK 

Sunday, 14 June 2015

Waiting for you was worth it ♥

Do you sometimes love someone but the person dont love you back? I was in those shoes not only once but several times.. I know there are many girls or boys out there which has been wearing those shoes. But guess what! Sometimes it´s worth it to wait for a person you love, yes I did wait a long time exactly 3 years. I did have between those years few boyfriends but I never loved them as much as I love him. I never loved someone so much, always got jealous when he was talking about his girlfriend.

The worst day of all was when we had our school prom, everyone in class knew it I was crazy about him but unfortunately he didn't invite me. He did invite his friend which few days after became his girlfriend. That night I was so mad, but I did have my prom date. To be honest I did want to cry, I had so much hope that he would invite me as his prom date or even dance with me. But this didn't happened.... We had our 10th grade trip to Spain and it was amazing! I have so great memories from this week when we were there, and I just can't believe it´s already so long time ago. But this Spain trip did show me that he liked me but sadly after we came back to Norway he did take his space again from me.
Spain trip ( 2013) 

But everything happened when once I came to him this year , and well chemistry did work between us.

Roses I got from him ♥ 

Since 06.03.2015 , I´m the luckiest girl . He is caring and handsome boyfriend, but not least my best friend who I can trust 100%. To have him as mine was a dream and it was so freaking worth it to wait! I just can't wait to get even more memories with him ♥

My world ♥ ♥ 

- MK

A new day , a new page

So today I have decided that I will finally start blogging again. Not just blogging my photos but also about my life. How does that sound?

Well what has changed in my life after the last post? How should I start ? I did graduate from International School Telemark for last two years I was attending to different schools and finally after this summer I start my IB journal! I just can't wait, but on the other hand I have an amazing boyfriend . Here comes the bad side of IB, as you all know IB isn't that easy. It takes a lot of your free time and I´m worried he will get mad and suddenly leave me. But I did wait for him whole 3 years and I do believe he loves me as much as I love him and IB won't be a problem for him.

During this summer I will finally be 18 and I will get my driving license! I just can´t wait to be 18, maybe its weird to think but you can do more things.

You will hear from me soon, I promise 

- MK